[	Feeling	|	contemplative	]
[	Listening to	|	Sunny Day Real Estate - Two Promises	]

So it has been about..what? four months since I have been on this thing?

WEIRD!

So life is sweet. Thanksgiving break is a Godsend.

It is 9:11 right now and that is creepy. Yesterday I went to the store to  buy shit, and the total was $9.11. AT LEAST THE DATE WASN'T 9/11!! Ahh, too hyper.

Since my beautiful car is dying I am contemplating buying my very own car. Yup, with the monthly payments and actual insurance and all that jazz. But its better than forking out money to fix my car all the time.

Well since wonderful Charity is getting bored I think I am going to post pictures from the past...four months for you.

( What I have been doing )

[	Feeling	|	crappy	]
[	Listening to	|	New Noise - Refused (RIP)	]

It's been a while but who cares.
I don't think anyone reads it.
I should become a frequent LJ user. I wanna be so obsessed so that I cry when it is down, like with xanga. Or myspace.
We are pathetic.

Anyways, summer is here and I have not gone a day without a huge headache.

Three jobs is horrible.
I hate them all, 'cept one.

Saturday and Monday off. Tell me who is excited? (me)

Next time I have to touch a noodle I am going to cry.

( Pictures from summer, so far. )

[	Feeling	|	content	]
[	Listening to	|	Beloved	]

6 and a half days of school left. AMEN.

I dont want to graduate early anymore. The whole 'senior year' thing sounds kind of fun. Mostly cause you dont do shit.

Well, no school tommorow. thankfully.

[	Feeling	|	hopeful	]
[	Listening to	|	Mars Volta	]

UGH! Life is good! I haven't been as stressed at school cause I have  been reading a lot of books.

I have also developed a new obsession with dasani lemon water..beter than fucking carbonated water tam

That is how I  look now-a-days. I haven't really been pissed off in so long. I like it.

I am sick though, bleh!!

[	Feeling	|	sick	]
[	Listening to	|	The Mars Volta - De-Loused in the Comatorium	]

Only like 25 days + one simple semester  left of high school. I haven't  been to school for a while cause I am really sick. Fuck.

I don't think I am going out this weekend cause I don't want to see anyone.

C'ept her. Elle c'est beau.

I ran away from my 'friend' all weekend. I had damn fun.

My arm really hurts today:(

( The reason as to why I love Brittany Hyde and Rockets so much! )

[	Feeling	|	exanimate	]
[	Listening to	|	Lydia	]

P-R-O-M

Don't have a date though, damnit.

Unless Ryan really takes me there on a stallion!!! (I heard he really has one.)

SOMEONE STOLE ALL OF MY EYE MAKE-UP!!! (I don't wear any other make-up)

No one can learn to not blab shit to everyone. A lot of these things are really personal and shameful. Or aren't they?

This week is one of my edgy weeks, but I am still disgustingly happy.

Haircut?

( Make sure you can stay with him AS IS, you cannot change anyone. )

[	Feeling	|	disappointed	]
[	Listening to	|	Desert City Soundtrack	]

Ah, God has taken 5 of my friends away from me within the past 6 months.
It hurts and it is not fair.

I don't have a date to prom anymore. I had three, then I realized I don't want to go with any of them.

Yes, if you girls MUST know we DID break up. I do not care either, it's called growing up and not being heart broken about every guy that ever crosses my path. Stop calling me to brag about how horrible of a person you are. Does that really honestly make you proud? Then damn, you are a pitiful person and any insult you throw my way I will not take insult to for it is not valid. It is jealousy.

She is beautiful. She gives me kisses.

I got diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorder. Sucks.

I am happier than I have been for a while. Yet I am sadder than I have been for a while, only because life is not fair. Why do all these young people have to be pulled out of this damned world? Granted they are lucky to be out, but they didn't have a choice.

I only mean well.

Oh well, I'm staying alive. That is what counts. I am breathing, and I am breathing well.

[	Feeling	|	cynical	]
[	Listening to	|	Anathallo	]

What a week, and this one is not going to be better.

Things will get better right?

On a brighter note:

I am graduating early for sure. I only need to take one semester of english, and any other 5 classes. Once I graduate, I might move to the UK, if I can find someone to come with me.

But that is in a year, and I doubt I will keep my head on straight until then.